i write the letters on your face

Its monday November 5th, I'm sitting here waiting for Monday Night Football (Ravens Vs. Steelers) to come on. I'm going for the Ravens.

So i'll recap my weekend briefly.

Friday: My friend Joceyln had her 21st birthday party. It was quite the time, It was fun. Afterwards we went to Dennys in Litchfield, IL. Then were meaning to go to White Hall, but ended up in Auburn IL, which is WAY out of the way, like almost an hour. Then me and Jerry decided to go to Jacksonville , IL and crash at his dorm @ Illinois College.

Saturday: Feeling like i got hit by a truck, chilled most the day, went to Macomb, IL played a show at Western Illinois University, then ate at McDonalds and convinced the three girls working there that they were in love with my friend Jerry.

Sunday: FOOTBALL waited like 5 weeks for this game COLTS vs PATRIOTS. Who did I go for when my two favorite teams played eachother? The Patriots. Why? because Randy Moss, my favorite football player plays for them. Then Sunday night (last night) I watched BORAT and GOOD LUCK CHUCK for the first time. I almost died when i watched Borat. Good Luck Chuck, is amazing, and really just made me feel good, about what the possibilities are in life.

Aside from that, I feel that taking a step back from shows all over and keeping it really local til my tour, and til I move. I have been questioning myself whether or not i'll continue to play shows as much after my december tour. I feel numb in my mind to almost any and everything, besides my feelings for a certain situations.

It sucks to wait for something, it sucks to have so much to say and not having it in you to just say "hey, this is how i feel"
but you know what?

i love life.

and i'm still alive.


so no complaining here.