Another Reason

Back in the day (2005) I had my 2 year relationship end with a girl that I had been with my Junior and Senior Year of High School. She broke up with me on the campus of MacMurray College, where I was going to college at , at the time, when I didn't let her check my myspace. Because at the time there was this girl that was sending me flirty-like messages , and i couldn't have told her about it cause she would've killed me, even though i didn't do anything back, but with-holding that information actually is what ended it. But this song was written in 2006 around Valentines day when she called me the night before (we had been broken up from sept 2005 til then) and she was telling me how she missed me and such, and really wanted to see me. So I decided to leave my house in Ottawa IL (where I lived at the time) and drive 3 1/2 hours to Roodhouse IL to surprise her for Valentines Day, so I went to walmart and bought some cheap cheesy flowers and a HUGE stuffed animal of a frog (cause frogs were like her favorite thing) and I called her sister when i got into town to have her meet me at the door and let me in so she wouldn't know i was there, and when i walked into her room, she was so happy, i felt like, it was right, it fit, but now that i've lived my life more, i've learned you will find and feel that feeling many times. Me and her are friends now, we are different people now, we changed, but when i see her i still think of the same girl i knew before, and not judging her because of things she's done between then, after you live your life, you learn to respect people and what you have and had.

"Another Reason" this mp3 can be heard/download at http://www.soundclick.com/bands/page_music.cfm?bandID=30205

I need to talk to again one last time and tell you whats been going on in my mind
I'm tired of your lies and all your excuses, How selfish and childish have you become?
When I said I didn't want to talk to you again I meant it, I'll say it again and not regret it
I won't regret it.

So you call me crying, telling me you love me. I was half tempted to hang up and not listen
You said you've been telling your mother all of these kind of things
Like you miss me and want me back
So I drove 3 hours just to see you, It seemed just like the movies, Like it was meant to be
So we hung out for a few days and I left, I haven't heard from you since then

You said you didn't like to make decisions and didn't like to see me cry
You lied, I never wanted that, Hearing about it behind your back
I wish you would've just come out and told truth, so I wouldn't have to go on despising you

You lied, I never wanted that, Hearing about it behind your back
You lied, I never wanted that, Now you'll never get me back.