Just Believe Everything

Is a lie.


And you will never lose.



Thats how I feel sometimes.


Many can state they feel a certain way at a certain time.


But those change into lies passing with the growing of time.



The more you search for something real the more you find out how fabricated and fake everything. and everyone is.



You can paint your disappointment by searching for a better happiness.


Take it from me.



If you don't take the chance to turn a page in time with your life you won't have to move on from the past. If you don't stay on that page you will never stay in the past.



Step back from that small book.


Forget it.




Live your life for yourself, your family, your friends. Things that will never leave you.



You will find your happiness through you.


Not anyone else.

May 7th. I think they call this Spring.

To start things off. Its weird to me how late in the year it is. I still feel like I just got back from Texas on tour back in December. But I have only played about 5 shows since. Some people may have noticed I canceled my summer tour. Also that I am not playing a lot of shows aside from the few Warped Tour Dates. Explanation: I feel that lately. Just an odd sense of de-motivation. I guess, Its just I feel that the last year and a half with my music Sept 2006-Now. Has gone so, so fast. Which I love, absolutely. It brought me many success. Which are all minor to what I hope to achieve in the near future.

I will begin recording my album Compromise in Small Things down in Troy Illinois. Probably next week sometime. Then I will get my situation with moving to Chicago, IL done. I have a few minor things I am waiting on before I can go up to Chicago to check out a few apartments, pick one, sign the lease, then move there. But this will all be done by the end of May.

I will be playing some shows in Chicago upon moving there.
I will also be taking a lot of time for myself. My life.
Might go fishing (maybe not haha), get a new guitar, go to a new club, meet new people, have a girlfriend (maybe not) , have a good time, yes.
Those are some possiblities.

Good day.